I was hesitated at first, but that kind of feeling was shrinked, faded with orangish-sunrise-sky.

I was hesitated at first that I had nothing to choose.

I was terrified by anything that I could imagine.

I was terrified by myself, the sound, and the scent.

I was terrified if i go out from the box, there would be another disaster.

But, no more. I think I had enough of it.

I'm tired of it.

But, no. I'm already outside.

feeling the breeze of freedom, now, I'm already one step away from the box.

AZEK AING BISA UGHA

"emangnya kamu tau?" lalu dia berbalik dan menatapku tajam.
"enggak juga, sih" aku menggeleng pelan "Tapi, kayaknya aku gak pengen sendiri deh"

"aku tanya sekali lagi, ya, emangnya kamu tau?" 

"ya... enggak sih.............."

"yaudah gak usah kalo gitu"

langkah pertama, belum ada yang berubah.
lalu pada langkah berikutnya, satu kata berubah.
100 langkah kemudian, satu paragraf berubah.

dan dipersimpangan langkahnya terhenti, satu langkah bisa mengubah segalanya. Salah satu pelengkap isi ceritanya.
haruskah ke kanan?
haruskah ke kiri?
haruskah mundur?

dia memilih untuk diam sejenak, berkontemplasi.

Spring때문에

비가 오면 우산이 되어줄게

깜깜하면 등대가 되어줄게

And I know and I know and I know

너 슬픈거 I know

무거운 짐 내가 들어줄게

하루하루 how do you feel today

하나하나 there’s something I wanna say

And I know and I know and I know

너 슬픈거 I know

You know you’re safe with me

니가 있는게 너무 좋아

함께라서 난 너무 좋아

And I know it’s on your mind

Baby now I’m never ever leaving by your side

내가 너의 노래가 되어줄게

And I know and I know and I know

너 슬픈거 I know

You know you’re safe with me

니가 있는게 너무 좋아

함께라서 난 너무 좋아

And I know it’s on your mind

Baby now I’m never ever leaving by your side

내가 너의 노래가 되어줄게

노래가 되어줄게

It's warm today, it's already spring!
18 April 2016.